A failed description of my inspiration.

Let me write to you about smiles
How it crawls it's way to my lips when he is around.
Let me write to you about heartbeats
And how their rhythmic movement falters when he laughs.
Let me write to you about eyes
How they see what the world cannot perceive
Let me write to you about time
And how much I want it to stop when we kiss
Let me write to you about kisses
And how they say what we never can speak
Let me write to you about him
And how I'd fail every time because I can never describe him.
Let me write to you about my helplessness
For the most beautiful of words fall on their knees admitting defeat
Let me write to you about happiness
And how it is in him
Let me write to you about grief
And how I can never be his.