A Solo Smile

I'm afraid of not being able to love someone with all that I have. I'm afraid of not being loved. After all these years searching for love in every ruin what if you find you're not meant for it. Rather it's not meant for you. You've to be so vulnerable, give your everything, your soul naked, every layer of your skin peeled off, raw and pink and so sensitive. Question is can you do it? When you're so convinced that you've lost , hands down. When I was young and naive, all I thought important was money being rich, like those high class people, driving in big cars, living in those glass pretty castle like houses, wearing those clothes heels make up that has always haunted you, but you never knew if that's what you really wanted? Until you have it but can you make that pretty house of yours into a home? Share it with someone all your life and not be bored to death? When you think you've found the one person you could wake up to every morning have that l...